rahmatt

2009-07-21T11:35:00.000-07:00

awwww come on people ! live life to th fullest !u wont know when its gonna be th last day ure gonna wake up in this world rgtt.i mean uve gt to spend ur days wiselyy.
frowns gives u wrinkle.
stressed can leads u to heart attack or kindda smth like that.cause dearest just told me that a girl has jumped off a building nearby and ended up NOT dead.its a sec sch malay girl btw.and its quite sad to hear this kindda storyy.and amazingly,she dint died.instead she's gt to pay her medical fees and of course a fine when u commit suicide.why did she do it ?! i mean theres lots of people out there who loves them.why do they need to commit suicide?sigh.
thats th reason why ive made up my mind to lead a carefree life now.im just gonna make every day as happy as possible so that i wont regret it later.i just wanna spend my days with dearest and be happy.ive put all my unhappiness behind and move on.lets start it all over again k darl ?

okaay im done with this postt.working later at 11 ! so have a great night everyone ! cheers !

live life to th fullest happy people !

2009-06-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

photo.

love is not a destiny to reach neither is a goal to accomplish nor something which we are supposed to achieve everyday, weeks, months or even years. its about everything that keeps on flying, flying.. and flying. youll never know when youll pause at the top of moutain to enjoy scenery or sometimes just stuck in cave not flying due to storms and bad weather. the most important thing is to continue with the flight. love is sometimes rainbows. love is sometimes shit. oh well love is jst random lah. im content with this boy by the name of Rahmat Kamaruddin since i realised that hes been exist in front of my apple eye.

love, Janny.

2009-06-20T20:53:00.000-07:00

this is obviously a FAILBLOG, dusty & rusty okay hunney? oh well. oh! have you ever look up to the dark, wonderful sky at night just gazing at the stars and moon.. and suddenly zooooooop! or zaaaaaaap! or zuuuuuuup! swoosh, something just dashed out of nowhere flying frm one end to the other end of sky in a speed where youve never imagined(obviously faster then when you unzipped ur pants or stripped ur bra)?uhmmmm. A SHOOTING STAR! i thought it was all cartoon. but now, im telling you its real & for sure has happened in reality. be jealous cause my sister & cousin saw one each on two days, consequtively at the east side of singapore while we were fisingg i know, i exxagerate this though i didnt saw any. so, YAAAA. WHY THE HELL IT HAPPENED WHENEVER IM TALKING TO MY BF?!#@?! oooops. sorry bf :( well, i must say its jst some super shit luck. hurrrr. i wish i have another pair of eyes at the top of my head. i get all sexcited when it comes to shooting stars. i hope i can it see soooon man.

budak kecik,

suke Barney.

saye kecik,

saye Janny!

graduation !

2009-02-17T13:10:00.000-08:00

more pichas supposedlyy..ill ask them for more pichass !

makansutra!

2008-10-29T04:36:00.000-07:00

55:D

fiduutt gillerr:D

smile:D:D

2008-07-29T21:36:00.000-07:00

before it gets really dusty i've gt to start posting again.

so its been great these past few weeks.
been goin to hort park for the past two sundays .
it was fun taking photos there.
all those flowers and the scenery was great.

& btw does anyone have any idea on how to save money huh?
cause i just cant save my money.
work on sat .get 52 bucks.
and it'll vanished on monday.
like evrytime its the same.
i've got to do smth abt this.

please guys i need some advice.

so thats all.
update again soon ya:D!
enjoys!

25 may-zuhrah's bdae

2008-05-28T19:04:00.000-07:00

celebrated zuhrah's bdae at MS seoul garden:D
ate lots and lots of food there.
but i still prefer sakura rather than seoul garden and hans river.
would rather eat the cooked food rather than we cook it ourself.

after that we went up to th esplanade rooftop.
the same still, the first name that came to my mind was dearest.
that is the place where it all started.
the place full of memories.
th place where memories are born.
th spot where she told me that i neednt wait for her till she finish her Os or wait till Spore snows.
that is the place.the place i made an impt promise-to take care of her all my life.

the time.7:16 the place:esplanade rooftop.
i would never ever forget that place .
iloveyouamirajanny:D

each morning that comes by, the first thing that i look forward to is meeting u and talking to u.
thats why when u cant meet me,its like theres no point in looking forward to each day.its ike without u theres no meaning in my life dearest.ily:D

19 may 2008

2008-05-21T17:28:00.000-07:00

currenly in sch.damn bored la sehh.
so im gonna update on the last sunday.

dear went for her overnight at west coast.

so in the morning i went for my cousin's wedding.
soo bored.
suddenly at the last minute plan to go to haji lane with fidut and min.
was farking mad when the rock&roll cap was alr sold sehh!!
should have bought that cap earlier uhh.grrr!
so i just bought a water bottle at one of the shop and cost me $29.
most of the shop was closed.dont know why.maybe bcos it was a sunday i guess.
so we decided to go for a shisha first bfore continuing our shopping :D
so ya sat there for nearly 2 hrs.blahblahblah.as per normal.fidut cabar min mintak no. pompuan and ya at last smue tk menjadi:D
then continued our shopping cause i wanted to buy a belt and a short pant but to no avail.
so decided to go far-east.
and i bought a bag which cost me $24.& its brown in colour la sehh:D
immediately used that bag.
and at the train station,we saw someone who uses the same kind and colour of the bag i just bought.& fidut was like 'mat die pakai same bag ngan kau uh'.so we dedided to board the same train with her. and we were like laughing to each other in the train.hahs.kekek uh:D
then straight to home sweet home.

okay thats all!
update again real soon aite:D

pichas:D

2008-05-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

pichas guys:D ?:D

sexsexsex:D

me&dearest:D!

me&fidut

im scared:(

2008-05-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

i wanna talk to u right now my dearest brownie!
i need to talk to u.fast.
imm soo scared la sehh.
i want to be by ur side right now.
i wish u cld be right here right now.!
:'(

2008-05-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

yes i've forgiven u alr my dear:D
dont think too much of it okay?
i love you too:D

13 May 2008 - My 17th Bdae!

2008-05-14T19:57:00.000-07:00

DEARRRR THANK YOU FOR YOUR SURPRISE!
really, from the bottom of my heart, thank you vey very much.i love you!

we met at ard 4.went to our usual place.
& she made me to wear that 'beautiful' goggle.
hahs.its really cute and sweet of u to design that.ily sehh.
she paste 4 piece of paper with 'HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHIPMUNK' written on it on the wall.
together with some candles, it was really sweet.& of course together with the balloons.woohoo.:D
dear bought me a cake from secret recipe.
usually the bday boy gets down & dirty but then it was the other way round for us.
dear was the one who got down & dirty.hahs:D
cake all over her shirt and face.HAHA!
so again we spend the whole day together.
i love u brownie!

spending the days together with brownie is the best damn thing that i could ever dream of.

once again thank you for the surprise syg! ily!.
of course not forgtting those who wishes me through msg or comments.im sorry i cant rply.prp8 da low uh.
sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.i appreciate it soo much.
and lastly thank you to fidutt who help janny witth the buying of stuffs.thank u uh bro.hahs!:D

2nd month

2008-05-06T22:14:00.000-07:00

7.5.08

today is our 2nd month and 62 days!:D

okay its been like a week ago since i wanted to update.

& ya so last week was like our 2nd month.
met her & spent the whole day together:D
met her a lot 1 together with namie, andrew and mint.
so we parted from them from there.
went to CG straight .
really had lots of fun there spending the time there with her.just the two of us.
spending the time with her is the best damn thing i cld ever dream of .
bought her couple ring.
and ya so had fun and lastly watched the sunsets.!:D
took cab at ard 7.30.
and then home swet home.!

our rings wont rust unless our relationship really rust.
i lllllllooooooovvvvvvveeeeeee uuuuuuu to the max!!!!!!!
once again happy 2nd month dear:D!

2008-04-22T03:33:00.000-07:00

dint get to see her today:(

ohh i really miss u deeplyy:D!

21/4

2008-04-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

hanging out with dearest,fiduut and namie was great.
especially dearest!i love her more than she love me:Dhahs.
ya i saw her most fugliest face yest but it was cute laa(coughcough):D
idontknow why i really love her yest.
ohh im missing u really right now.:D

ily like how u love the nature:)

2008-04-22T03:01:00.000-07:00

ohh i saw 2 girls wearing tudong on sunday!:D
chubby chubby girls.
hahs:D!
why so paiseh?
its not so bad per.

okay lepak at fiduut's hse was great !
sang song at the top of our voice.
played carum(idontknow how to spell the game):D
played golf was the best thing.
ohh & of course wrestling :D
great:D

soo ya looking forward to 3rd may!

woohoo:D
chaos:D!

7 April 2008

2008-04-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late blog.

firstly HAPPY ONE MONTH TO US!:D
to be exact today is our one month&1 week.
was busy with all the outings the last few weeks till got no time to blog.
so ya im taking this golden opportunity to blog when i shld be sleeping right nw cause im not feeling that well right now.guess dint have enough sleep the last few days.havin fever right now.

we've been through like lots of probs to reach our first month.
it wasnt easy .
we've been through thick and thin together.&ya we made it this far:D!

When I first saw you, I saw love.And the first time you touched me, I felt love.And after all this time, you're still the one I love.
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"But just look at us holding onWe're still together still going strong.
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' betterWe beat the odds togetherI'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby.

lets stay like this forever.
ya i know its easy to say all this but let me show u that nothing is impossible:D
some may say that nothing last forever but let us be an example that some things can last forever!

please do not scared to vent ur anger on me when u've got probs okay?
let me be ur punching bag when u need me to be one.
do not keep evrything in ur head.
let it all out okay.
please .?
let me be the one who wipe ur tears when u cry.
a shoulder to lie on when ur down.
a puching bag when u need to vent ur anger.
a listening ear when u got some probs.
okay.

goodnight:D

aishite imasu amirajanny!:D

from this moment

2008-04-04T10:09:00.000-07:00

(I do swear that I'll always be there.I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,for better for worse, I will love you withevery beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the oneRight beside you is where I belong
From this moment onFrom this moment I have been blessedI live only for your happinessAnd for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment onI give my hand to you with all my heartCan't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to startYou and I will never be apartMy dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I liveI will love you, I promise you thisThere is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment onYou're the reason I believe in loveAnd you're the answer to my prayers from up aboveAll we need is just the two of usMy dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I liveI will love you, I promise you thisThere is nothing I wouldn't give
From this momentI will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

ohh im so addicted to this song :D
ily amirajanny:D!

7th March 20080-The happiest day of my life:D

2008-03-19T22:43:00.000-07:00

okay 7th March is THE day that i promised to take care of her ALL MY LIFE(actually i dint say that to her but ya i said that to myself).
7th March will be the date that i will be looking forward to each year:D
there's lots of date to remember but this will be the one that shines the brightest on the calendar.
bcause i need not wait for her till s'pore snows and wait for her till she finish her Os:!

i promise i'll help to feed u anything when u cut ur fingers.
i promise to carry the bag for u when ur shoulders hurt.
i promise to piggyback u when ur tired.
i promise to lend u my shoulder when ur feeling down.
i promise to give u warmth when u're cold.

just ask me to do anything and i'll do it just for you:D!
remember to meet under that blk on 4th Feb 2018 at 7:16:00pm okay :D
i looovvveeee youuuuuuuuuuu dear:D!
>..muacks..<

<3 amirajanny.

2008-02-28T16:27:00.000-08:00

i shld be studying right now instead of blogging but i just couldnt help it cause its been along time since i last blog right?.
so ya its been a great week .
hanging around with the mac gang was great.
and i had to agree with fatin when she said hanging around with them is great.
when im felling down or bored, its just a call away from being happy again.they are just like my medicine i guess.haahs.
their jokes makes my stomach cramp.
its 101% that u'll have stomach cramps whenever u're with them.
thats all i have to say i guess.
last but not least,its great talking to janny yesterday night.
guardian angel sang by nurul was great .thanks for that aite.
thats sweet of her to sing that to make me go to sleep.haahs.
alright thats all i got to say.
need to do my assignment right now.
cheers for the weekends!*

14 Feb 2008

2008-02-18T05:05:00.000-08:00

OMG today was like my first valentine.*(pity me)
spent it with my loved one.
it was fun.dint know what to buy as it was like my first valentine.
sorry abt that janny.
i'll make sure it gets better the next time round.
cause she'll be like my one and only valentine:D!
haash:)
at the vey last minutes, i bought a bear and some hearts ard it.
really got no idea what to buy.
wanted to buy flowers but its nowhere to be found.(actually theres some but it doesnt look nice)
so i just bought that teddy bear.
we met at ard 5+.
but exchanged our gifts at ard 7+ when our everyone was present at Mcd.
she made me a veryvery sweet card.was so touched when i saw that.
u can actually see that u really need to put in alot of great effort to make that kind of card.really.
appreciate it so much dear:D
i was REALLYREALLY touched when i found out that she slept at 4 just to make that card.
she's the sweetest girl i ever met:D:D

i guess thats all i gt to say:D
*nite nite

2008-02-04T05:16:00.000-08:00

updates on the last few days

1st Feb- friday

sch was as usual , finished sch at ard 12.

met janny as usual.we gt like the whole 7 hours to be together:D

met her and andin at interchange .then discussed where to go takes us like forever.wth.

andin went to dhiya's house aft a long discussions.

me and janny decided to go to west coast.and ya we went there .

and something funny happened.!

we dint know where to stop till we reached harbourfront.............so we wasted like 1 hour in the bus.so we took the bus opposite then stopped at the right busstop this time around.

ate at Mcd as it was raining.waited and waited for the rain to stop but it dint , so we just take a stroll though it was raining.cause just being by her side,listening to her heartbeats and holding her hand makes me feel so warm:D:D:D

thanks for making my hands wet when it drys up.

2 Feb 2008

went to janny's sis bdae party at east coast .we met up at ard 1.30pm.

me, namie ,fidut,min went there first .then man and farah came .followed by andrew, zurrah and fatin.

walked from the busstop to the bbq pit .met janny and herlina there.

and nabila is sooo cutee :D

then joy,benn,dann and cake came later in the aft.

we ate ,ate.....blah blah.

joy's grp decided to play pool while we stayed there to ride bikes.

something hapened_______________________ then at ard 9 we returned our bikes.

ard 9.30 then fatin,man,zurrah,andrew and fidut sent farah home.me,janny,min and herlina waited for like 2 hours .but we had lots of fun waiting.haahs.

they came back at ard 12 .

talked abt ghost stories when suddenly that guy shouted and everyone was shocked and it was so noisy.so we decided to change place to somewhere further.continued and we played the 'true or dare game'.______.'

then we started our "journey" right aft the game.

our mainpoint was to go to the bedok jetty but somehow something happened and we decided to go back.

and ya lepak till 4 plus when we all suddenly felt hungry.

so decided to go Mcd for breakfast.

slept there for like 10 minutes .and suddenly i gt the energy.bought breakfast then me and fidut cannot stop laughing for the whole 1 hour.i think man and andrew and zurrah were irritated as they were all sleeping and we made alot of noise.so ya.irritating bastard nye soldaboys .wth.

went back to the pit at ard 7 plus.

enjoying the morning chills while waiting for the sunrise is something i've nvr encountered before.

so it was the first time.i really enjoyed today.

took lots of picture .went home at ard 12.

being by her side 24/7 is sooo..._____________(cant find the right word)

love her soo much to say.

:D:D

4 Feb

met janny and namie at 5.

went to Jp.

bought sushi.

namie went home at ard 6 plus while we walked home.

sat there till ard 8.

lots of things happened ard that time.

made a vow to her.

u guys will be be my witness.

i made a vow to meet her again in the next ten years.

is that possible?

_______

this is like the movie "my sassy girl" right?

haahs.

alright thats all i've gt to say.

nite nite evryone:D:D!

2008-01-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

hey guys :D
i guess its been a long time since i last update my blog.
idk why i've got no mood to update last few weeks.
but nw i've gt the mood to blog again!haahs.
so whats up for yest.
basically we went to play soccer at fiqo.
but i was late for abt 20 minutes bcos of that stupid damn 185 bus.waited for 30 mins.
before that,i went to clementi campus ALONE as it was a last min decision to change my uniforms.then went home from clementi to pioneer mall and cause me 8bucks.
so straight away went home and changed.
reached there at abt 4.25pm.
janny waited for me outside sch as she dint want to go in there alone.
namie was also there.played soccer for 2 hrs..........blahblahblah.
then andin,poot and dahlia came over to fiqo aft their netball.
went straight to pioneer mall for dinner at mcd.
lepak till ard 10 .then went home.
thats it! done.
and not to mention that sch is starting on this MONDAY .
cant wait to go into ite's life.
but i will want to go to Hnitec
.
:D
thats all for this post.
cheers!:D!

2007-12-17T06:00:00.000-08:00

swissotel

Fiqo sports hub

2007-12-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

okay today was fun.
went to play soccer at fiqo at 2pm with joy,daniel,mark,ramadan,man,tazol,benn,nas and ramesh.
thought we play there for 2 hrs but then its just one hr only.but it was fun.
then ard 3+ lepak at the coffee shop then janny and herlina came.
so we planned to play pool at ard 4+.
me, benn,janny and herlina went to the Arena but there was lots of people and decided to go to the taman jurong there to play pool.we met up with joy,daniel and tazol and jp and went to taman jurong.played there until 7+ and losers have to pay sia.and i lose quite alot and has to pay.wth.
janny,herlina and tazol went home at 6.30 .
it was fun playing pool with them .
amd ooops i nearly forget, thanks janny for the cute little card!
:D
okay la damn tired alr la.had a long and tiry day.
takecares:D

hello mat:D

2007-12-06T06:31:00.001-08:00

HELLO MAT:D

first time blogging!

2007-11-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

yay!
today will be the first time im blogging!
haha.
and i made this blog alone with just some help from ninaa!
im so independent to say la kan.
ok la thats all.
so little to say cause its just my first time blogging.
maybe it will be longger when im used to all this.
bye.